Black Sun

Mary knew she wasn’t allowed out, but the silence of the apartment was getting too 


loud to bear. She got up from her bed and marked April 30th 1971 off her calendar 


with black Sharpie before putting on her slippers and venturing out into the kitchen. 


She had a mug of concentrated orange juice and a bowl of Kellogg’s cornflakes 


with milk, the last of all three cartons. Food was running out but it wouldn’t be too 


long before Agatha got back. Though she wanted to go outside and find her, she 


knew she mustn’t. Too much could go wrong. Tripping down the stairs and breaking 


her neck. Stepping on a rusted nail and getting an infection. 


And, as Agatha had told her, it would be her own stupid fault if it happened. 


The clock in the kitchen struck ten and Mary dropped her cereal bowl and glass into 


the sink and went to the window to see the same thing she saw everyday. 


Old Miss Mitchell walking her pomeranian with her heavy shopping bags.


Mary pushed the window open slightly and called down to her, as she usually did 


and Old Miss Mitchell waved up with a smile on her face. One of the shopping bag 


handles snapped and all of her shopping spilled out onto the road.


Mary squinted. Something was wrong, but she didn’t quite know what.


 Old Miss Mitchell packed up her shopping with unnerving speed and the 


pomeranian yapped excitedly. She bundled her shopping in her arms, picked up the 


dog lead and marched on without looking back. 


A box of cornflakes lay on the pavement, forgotten.


The front door unlatched and Agatha Fischer came through the front door. Her 


blonde hair stuck to her red and flustered face as she dropped her carrier bags on 


the kitchen island. She had been crying.


“They didn’t have lye at the store today.” she muttered. “You’ll have to make do with 


the cream soap bars this week.”


Mary felt her heart lift. The lye baths hurt like hell but she didn’t want Agatha to 


know. She wanted to be good. She wanted to be clean.


Agatha suddenly bristled and Mary realised with horror what she’s done wrong.


She rushed over to the sink and washed up the mug and glass, making sure to get 


every piece of pulp or drop of milk and making sure they were gleaming white, 


towelled both down and stored them away in the cupboard, each glass one 


centimetre from each other and each bowl two centimetres from each other. 



She turned back and saw Agatha with a glass in hand. Her eyes were bloodshot 


but she seemed less tearful. She handed her the special drink in the black ceramic 


mug.


“You’re a good girl, aren’t you?” 


Mary drank. The taste of washing up liquid caused her stomach to roil and she 


threw up in the sink and, as she convulsed, grabbed at the taps to rinse away the 


vomit.


She straightened up. ‘Thank you Mum.”


She cleaned up the mug and put it into the black ceramic mug cupboard, which 


only contained the black ceramic mug.


When she turned around, Agatha had gone. She was in the living room, staring 


wistfully at the picture. As she often did, usually with a glass of gin in her hands.


Leo had been gone for decades. And he probably wasn’t coming back.


“We’re not going to win the war, Mary.” she said. “I’ve lost a man who meant the 


world to me. I lost my nation. Everything. And I don’t think you’re going to get better


either.”


“I love you.”


Agatha simply nodded. “I don’t truly think you’re capable of love. But I appreciate 


you saying it all the same.”


She reached out and stoked Mary’s hair. 


“Why don’t you skip your evening bath and go for a walk around the town?”


“You said I shouldn’t-


She shrugged, tears falling from her eyes. “I just don’t care anymore.”


Mary stepped back, Agatha’s words still stinging. She picked up the picture and 


headed to the door. 


“I’ll go find him, Mum.”



She heard muttering from the living room.


“What was that?”


“Do whatever you want, just don’t come back.”


Her heart felt pierced.


She turned, her heart thumping, and went through the front door.


The apartment was up three flights of stairs and each one felt alien. 


She left the house, sure, but only on a weekly trip to the shop at the end of


the road.


The day was still new and the sun beat down on the pavements. She kept to 


awnings or shadows to avoid the sun as Agatha had told her all about the various 


kind of skin cancers she could get from being out in the sun too long.


She would try the store first, get answers, come home. Mum would feel a little 


better if she could find out some information on where Leo might be. 


And maybe she’d even feel a little better herself. Andrew Shultz was always kind 


and welcoming at The Little Greengrocers.


Her foot collided with the box of Cornflakes Miss Mitchell had dropped and she 


picked it up. It was a plain white box simply listed as ‘Cornflakes.’ Unlike her 


cornflakes back home there was no brand name, no rooster and no nutritional 


information. Old people cornflakes? She opened the box, breaking the seal on top 


and found inside: Nothing. Odd.


She searched around for a bin. At least Miss Mitchell had her cornflakes. But then 


why was the box…. It didn’t matter.


There were no bins. She knocked on a few doors but nobody came. A few cars 


were parked around and she looked inside. Nothing. Some were even coated in a 


thin veneer of dust. 


She kept walking towards The Little Greengrocers, cornflake box in hand looking for 


a bin. She saw several flyers attached to a billboard close to her flat and stopped to 


take a look at them. Several advertised Garage Sales and one was for a Summer 


Fayre with a pinter image of an ice cream below and a bouncy castle. She checked 


for a date at the bottom. Maybe it would cheer Mum up? There was no date.


No matter. Another question for friendly Mr Shultz.



The store was half shuttered which was odd, and the lights were off. Mary 


squeezed underneath and heard a clink as a glass bottle rolled towards her from 


the darkness. A man was keeled over against a shelving unit.


“Hello?”


The lights flickered on and Mary saw Andrew with a glass bottle in one hand and a 


lightbulb cord in his other hand. His face seemed to be turned off but swung at Mary 


in a leer like a terrible animatronic. “‘lo Mary. Come to do shome shopping?”


He laughed a weird chittering laugh at his own joke.


“No thank you, Mr Shultz. I was wondering if you’d be able to help me. Mum’s 


acting awfully strange.”


“Probably thish.” he said. He pulled out a brown envelope filled with crisp bank 


notes and tugged out a letter from within the bills. “I dunno how it went on so long 


but I guessh it’s over now.”


He belched and held a hand to his mouth.


“She’s not your mum, Mary. None of this is real.”


Mary took a step back against the metal shutter. The shop smelled of paint and the


sweat of a strange man on the ground who had once seemed so familiar but now 


so far away.


“I don’t understand.”


Andrew let out a deep sigh and hurled the empty scotch bottle behind the counter 


at the other side where it shattered against the other bottles. Only that wasn’t true,


as the drops of sickly alcohol seemed to drip down them in weird channels. 


“Painted on. This isn’t a shop.”


“So what do you do here?”


“Nothing.” he replied, gritting his yellowing and jagged teeth. “Not now. Now there’s 


nobody paying me to stop you getting out.”


He looked over at her, eyed her up and down. “Sickness has won.”


He raised an arm at that, wobbling with drunkenness, and then it dropped.


He began to snore loudly.  Loud, snarl-like snores. Mary remembered being a child 


no older than six. Stepping towards the shop and being told about the wet floor, 


how she mustn’t go in, stayed outside and looked in whilst Agatha busied herself 


and smiling Mr Shultz would come out with a frozen lemonade lolly on a white stick 


for being a good girl and not ruining the shop floor with her muddy shoes.


Her eyes brimmed with tears. She was trying to be a good girl, but nothing was 


working and everyone seemed sad. The shopkeeper rolled over, pulling the cord


and the lights switched back off.


She headed back to her home.


On her way back, she saw the silhouette of a woman on an alley between two 


dilapidated apartments and peered in. Miss Mitchell was hanging from her dog’s 


cord. Her face was purple with foam dripping from her bulging lips. One of her high 


heeled feet kicked. Mary screamed and ran, belting over the pavement steps one 


after another. She sprinted up the stairs two at a time, as Agatha lay in the warm 


bathtub in her husband’s uniform. Water sloshed over the edges of the bath and the


gramophone warbled from the living room. The tinny sound of trumpets blared as


it announced the raising of the flag one last time and Agatha closed her tear-


spotted eyes, smiled, and raised the kitchen knife to her jugular.

Eventually, Mary stopped knocking. Her arms grew tired as it was clear her Mum 


wasn’t going to let her in. Agatha. She couldn’t see it, had she not raised her since 


was a baby until her thirtieth year which was-


In all of the days events she’d forgotten why she’d been marking down the 


calendar.


She tried one more times, bruised hands letting out tiny pangs of pain and hurt.


“Mum, please let me in. I don’t mind if you’re not. But please let me stay one


more day. It’s my-


Her voice gave.


“It’s my birthday tomorrow.”


Mary started to cry. She soberly walked back down the stairs just as water began to 


creep under the front door.


Night was falling outside, a twilight glimmer reaching across the gravestone 


apartments. She saw Shultz stumbling towards her, his shirt stained and something 


metal in his hand.


It was all for you, you fucking bitch!”


He kept staggering forward and Mary could now see the gleam of the snub nosed


pistol in his hand. He laughed and began to whistle. 


Mary had a little lamb.


Something stirred in Mary’s mind.


Her Mum- Agatha, used to sing it as a child. 


He came face to face with her.


“And her fleece was white as snow.” he finished, softly.


He pulled out a metal key on a cotton thread and held it up to her face.



He pressed it into Mary’s palm, staring at them as he did so with a mean drunken 


intensity.


“The truth’s in a warehouse at the end of town.”


He tucked the pistol under his chin.


“And the truth will set you free.”


He pulled the trigger and his head exploded in a flurry of blood and whitish gristle. 


His arms windmilled as he collapsed like a rag doll and hit the pavement with a wet 


crunch like cornflakes and milk.


Mary stood transfixed, her face and hair matted with blood. At some time later, 


though she was not sure when, she stepped over his body and walked on.


The darkness had gotten deeper and apartment lights had switched on. Yellow


sodiums mounted on the outside of the windows, burning like malicious fireflies 


and giving the illusion of life in Mary’s dead world.


She cried out but nobody heard. There was nobody there.


Only her, and a bloodstained key.


She walked.



The warehouse was on the far side of the town as the cold stars finally came out 


and the pavement began to run out of buildings, the facades simpler. Cheaper.



Wispish clouds thronged across giant rock plinths with windows painted on them.


The pavement ran out, not strangling into dirt road or wilderness and weeds 


but suddenly, like the end of a conjuror’s illusion.



Ahead was the warehouse at the centre of a massive gravel lot. Waiting.


The building itself was an ugly squat of corrugated metal and shingle roofing 


with ‘Office 1” painted in bright green lettering on the side.


If there was an Office 2 or an Office 3, Mary couldn’t see them. She found a 


padlock on the latch of a large metal door and pressed the key into it, leaving 


smears of blood on it. The lock clunked to ground, hitting the gravel.


The unlatched door swung up.


Mary stepped forward.


Immediately, as if triggered, lights came on above her.


There were aisles. Hundreds of them, going back as far as her eyes could see. 


One aisle, with an overhanging sign the size of a window frame was labelled


“Breakfast” with countless boxes of Kellogg’s cornflakes, Orange Juice cartons 


and cartons of milk. Mary picked up a box. It was the same as the milk she had 


every morning, labelled UHT. Agatha had always told her it was a brand name, like 


Kellogg’s. Now she wasn’t too sure.


Other lights plinked on above, highlighting ‘Cleaning’, a giant aisle of soap and 


washing up liquid. Mary spotted an empty aisle. The Lye. She heard a noise rattling


 from the back of the warehouse. A howling. 


She walked further, and saw where it was coming from. 



Five yapping and shaking Pomeranians in a giant crate. An ungodly smell was 


coming from within. She pulled a cross bolt and the crate opened. The dogs ran 


out, making a beeline straight towards the door and out into the open night.


She looked above at the sign. ‘Props’.


Props?


Mary looked and saw aisles upon aisles of things. Just things. Empty boxes of 


unbranded foods. Sheathes of paper that just showed food on shelves. Boxes of


Christmas lights. A gigantic section filled with plants, boxes labelled ChemGrass in 


varying sizes and colours between 1cm or 3cm. And behind it, a wooden door.


“The truth’s in a warehouse at the end of town. 


And the truth will set you free.”


She heard it and turned, convinced she’d come face to face with the owner of The 


Little Greengrocer, no longer the smiling man she had once known but something 


awful. A man who looked at you like something had unscrewed inside him and 


wouldn’t screw back in.A spider with paper webs all over his empty store. 


The mess that collapsed on the pavement, come back to haunt her.


But the warehouse was empty. The only sound was the metal door, softly clattering


in the night breeze.


She tried the door handle and found it was unlocked.


There was nothing inside the room.


Only a table.


And a small machine.


She crept towards the odd mechanical device which seemed to hum. It


had two buttons on would could have been some kind of spine.


She pressed one and jumped back with a slight yelp as a light flickered on at the 


front and a large wheel-like disc began to rotate on the thing, feeding through a-


Our reports suggest failure this time, but we WILL prevail.


She jumped back. The light at the front of the device had projected out a


picture of a man, a chubby middle aged man dressed as some sort of war general, 


sitting pensively in a chair. Rage filled the maddened eyes behind a pair of opaque 


spectacles.


Could she see her? She hid behind the device before realising


that no, it was a recording. Much like the gramophone records that Mum adored.


Agatha. Mum. She didn’t know. She felt her eyes sting. Nothing made sense.



“We will reign one thousand years, whether there will be failure or not. To this end,


we have divested our economic resources into one major project. Project Black 


Sun.”


“It has been the study of our psychologists through the war that we may not be able 


to displace as many undesirables, so re-education may be vital. We have found 


the use or certain stimuli to work and so we have taken a baby for such training. 


Her name shall be Mary.”


Mary felt her heart leap.


“She will be raised properly, treated as if she were not who she is until she is


is thirty years of age. Ultimately, this may be our only chance. We are running 


out of options as our enemies approach us from every side, including within.”


“We may one day find a world free of those that wish to harm us, but our enemies 


are so great we may have no choice but to hope that we may be granted a second 


attempt at a new dawn. Mary will ultimately be sacrificed, as lambs to the slaughter 


are supposed to be, but before her death she will have offered us a new day.”



The light picture on the wall flickered. The general adjusted his glasses and 


continued.


“I do not wish to see this chapter of our story come to an end, but we have money. 


We have lots of money! We have spent more capital on less ambitious projects!”


Mary looked at the general and could see, as if a sudden realisation, two things. 


One, that the general was addressing a table of men in front of him and two, that 


the man was not well. Like Andrew Shultz, something inside had been switched, 


and nothing on Earth could switch it back. The ferocity, the determinism, a madness 


behind the eyes.


The man opened his mouth to say something more but the light fizzled out. The


wheel kept spinning but let out a light clapping noise as something inside the


spool had gotten free.


She heard noise outside, the crunching of tyres on gravel. Voices outside.


She pulled back agains the wall, her heart jackhammering in her chest as 


flashlights bobbed up and down across the cracked walls. The lights got closer, and


brighter, as did the voices.


With trembling hands she reached into pocket and pulled out-







Pforzheim Zeitung Sunday April 30th 1971      

Young Girl rescued 

from Unknown 

Black Forest Village


Of all the horrors out of the earliest 20th century, 


yesterday saw the worst of its machinations rear its ugly 


head. Two Sheriffs, Alan Bauer and Chris Albrecht, were 


leading a local investigation into unsubstantiated rumour s


that The Black Forest held an odd village. The investigation 


has been underway for months, first started by the omissions 


in the archives and brought to a head by sightings of the 


village, tucked away in the southernmost top of the Forest.


The only information outside of redacted passages and missing 


pages was a singular symbol shown below:








In this village, no buildings are held or described on the 


land registry and the entire region has been missing from the 


German consensus for decades. Upon inspection, the village 


first appeared abandoned by its inhabitants. 


However, upon further review there were bodies found of 


several residents of neighbouring towns which was initially 


puzzling. 


One woman, found dead in a bath tub having committed suicide, 


seemed to have no nationality, no papers and no form of


identification. Further identification of the bodies little 


else, as did investigation into their personal lives. 


Their homes appeared abnormally sparse, containing only


sufficiencies. A bed for sleeping, a hotplate for cooking and 


a simple toilet. Each house, from the outside to the 


upholstery, was absent of any colour apart from a large stack


of brown envelopes, each one marked from a postal code that


has yet to be recognised. 


After this, it was agreed by locals that the village was 


simply Potemkin, though for what use it is still unclear.


Only one person inside has been found alive. A young black 


woman roughly thirty years of age was found shaking inside a 


derelict outbuilding. She wearing a white apron over a modest 


blue shawl of which make we could not identify but her 


fashions seemed like that of the 1940’s. When she spoke, she 


seemed exceedingly youthful and almost infantile. When 


questioned on the bloodstains on her dress, her immediate


concern was of her cleanliness and tried to wipe it down,


muttering through tears about disapproval from her mother, 


visibly distressed. When gently pressed on the matter, she 


gave the name of a ex-military captain, deceased since 1941 


and gave an accurate description of a man found in the 


village having died of a self inflected gunshot wound to the 


head. In the room with her was a projector. Despite the 


efforts of both detectives, neither could get the projector 


to work. However, examination of the film strips showed


a decorated general who has gone missing between May 1944


and September 1945 (Given the limited archival records of


that period, we are unable to find more information other 


than a significant grant was given to him. His location, and 


if he is indeed still alive, is unknown at this time.)


Both detectives managed to coax the woman, calling herself 


Mary, to leave the building and drove her to Pforzheim to 


be medically and psychologically assessed. 


She is thin, to the point of starvation. Aged caustic burns, 


chemical in nature, mark all visible parts of her body, 


though she does not seem aware of this. Her only possessions 


were a simple key in her pocket and a picture she wordlessly


presented to the detectives upon being found that she claimed


belongs to her mother. This story is ongoing and developments


will be published in further columns. 




Both detectives sat in the car. They watched as the wheelchair, probably 


unnecessary, was carted inside. Mary lifted a hand to wave to them, though 


she seemed too frail and thin to move her hand. Then the doors were pushed 


open by an orderly and then she was out of sight.


Chris Albrecht drew out a cigarette and Detective Bauer, his small flip-lighter.


As Alan flipped and sheathes his lighter and Chris took a pull from the cigarette,


they looked out at the midnight raid.


Alan looked down at the greyscale photograph, peppered in blooded thumbprints.


A couple with blue eyes and blonde hair were shrieking with animated joy near a 


beach front. 


“She really thinks that’s her mother? And that’s-


“Her father. Who left for the war before she was born.”


Chris let off a plume of smoke that turned the car into a mist of burning tarry 


nicotine.


He kept coming back to it. The elated face of the woman, looking at her husband 


with joyful abandonment, her cheek nuzzled against the pressed and ironed SS 


uniform.


“I just have so many questions.” said Alan, running a hand through his thinning hair.


“The newspapers will be wanting this, for at least a week.” Chris replied.


Both stared out at the windshield as the rain clattered against it like hailstones until


Chris’s cigarette was a glowing orange nub, yellowing his fingers.


“I just feel so damn bad for her. Locked up and abused, underfed, tortured and 


burned. And then after all that, she comes with us. Trusts us. Gets in the car and 


comes with us. Even waves goodbye to us.”


Chris feels something stir. His eyes widen as the nicotine from the cigarette hits his 


bloodstream, his synapses seem to all snap into place. He stubbed out the 


cigarette on the dash and turned to Alan.


“Alan?”


“What?”


“She wasn’t waving at us.”







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